hey??

You have been acting reallllllllly weird recently. it's kinda scaring me.
Anytime I ask if you are okay, you just say yea and change the subject.
What's wrong?????

Anyways, no matter what's going on, I miss you very much!!!!!!!! And I really wish things would get back to how they used to be. and how they should be.

Talk to me? please!!!

This is my rant and plead. I'm done now.

I love you and miss you.
Love
-MJ

.....

Day: whatever

I am pretty sure you don't read this anymore. so this was a failed attempt at me writing a blog. I haven't seen you in almost a month. Either I am gone, or I don't feel like going to church. Yep. That sounds bad. I know. Anyways. I am laying in bed and it's only 4:15. haha yes it's been a lazy day. I'm hungry again. I need food. Can you bring me some? so I can see your face before you leave?? :) I'm jk. But I do miss you a lot.

It feels like a lot has happened. but at the same time, nothing has happened. It's really weird. I'm soooo ready for some sleep. and to actually sleep. I haven't really slept in like days. so i'm pretty kranky haha

You leave tonight to go back to Ft. Worth. I think. So I know I won't see you for a while. Sad day. I asked you earlier today but how was everything this morning? You've been vague recently. :/ blahh (remember you don't know what that meant?) haha

WELL... I figured I would get on here and say a few words. I really don't think I will be going back to church soon. and If I do, I won't be going to the youth group stuff probably. idk though. Anyways....

Love you and hope all is well. Even the stuff you are being vague about.
-MJ

Day something or other

Day something or other:
You now have a girlfriend.
I haven't met her yet
GRR

I feel like crap today. I went to sci-port like a nerd and then went to boardwalk and ate way too much.
I can't eat anything again or I get sick. So it sucks.
And my bipolarness is flaring up today. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GRRRRRRR

Hate my life. because I ALWAYS fall for the guys I can't have for some reason
How suckish is that? Yea pretty suckish. I am exhausted and it's not even 10 yet. :/
I really think I'm getting sick. Which isn't good at all....

Bryson is a complete bad word btw.
You will have to text me for details. and promise to not flip out.
Hunter and I are complete amazingly GREAT!
:)
ANYWAYS! You leave soon. and I am very sad.

I love you for ever and ever!
-MJ

Day I have no clue!

Day ?:
Today was fun!
I woke up and got ready for church. John preached this morning and it was reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly good! :)
Then, I went to eat at Texas Roadhouse. I had some salad a bite of chicken fried steak and some taters. (I am now reallllly hungry)
On the way home, we saw this homeless man and gave him the left-overs. I was about to cry afterward because I know I am SOO blessed!!!!!!
Well... we went home and changed and then went to see Date Night. SUPER funny! I couldn't stop laughing and there was a cute guy in the theater :) hahahaha
After, I went to bringle to play vball with John W., Coop, Lil Fish, Babby, and Wessie. We played for a while this this little boy comes over and asks to play. His name was Jay. So we let him play. He was adorable.
THEN! these guys asked if we wanted to play a big game with them. So we did! And there was another cute guy that ended up being on my team!!!!!!!!
Next was Awana! You saw the pics from before hand! :) That's just so us huh? haha
Then, I came home and talked to you. and found out a certain someone went out on a date last night :O :)
Well.... that about covers today
-MJ

Day 8

Day 8:
AGAIN! woohoo!
I am really bored and i'm texting Bryson right now. it's kinda odd. It's only a little bit longer, and I won't see you for a long time. which is gonna be sad. who else is gonna be my pillow in the middle of Awana?? :(
If you can't tell i'm kinda having a poopy night now. So i'm all sad and what not. My tummy hurts too. like realllllllllllllly bad. :'( (that looks funny)
Tomorrow I have an ACT workshop. i'm kinda excited because I get to miss class! yay!!! I'm now laying in bed wondering why in the world you haven't text back.
I think you fell asleep.
POOP!
What if there was a disease called 'Poop'. It'd be really sad because nobody can say poop without laughing. This was a lunch room discussion one day. yes I have special friends
I just had a wave of 'I miss Hunter.' GRRRR
I'm rambling.


That's me in 8th grade. I was a looker huh? hahahaha This was the year that Codei James had a huge crush on me and went around the school saying I had a sexy body. PAHAHA
I have changed a lot huh?
-MJ

Day 8

Day 8:
Today was Sunday! I saw you for the first time in a while! It was fun. You were soooo out of it this morning after the 'most awkward weekend of your life' haha :)
You said you went home and took a nap which is good. you were so stinkin tired.
And I really almost fell asleep on you at Awana. While I was standing up. yes. I was tired. and you are a good pillow. Thanks for protecting me from Lil' Fisch tonight. He was really gonna hurt me! HAHA You're great
And btw, check your 'notes' on your phone if you haven't already.
Love you
-MJ

Day 4

Day 4:
Told you I would skip a day or some! :) Today was friggin amazing! I had so much fun doing NOTHING!
1st period: Slut girl almost got hit because she was being SO annoying! I was like CHICK! SHUT UP NOBODY CARES IF YOU ARE COLD! IT IS HOT IN HERE! :D
2nd period: There was 5 of us there. So we sat there and chatted the whole time! I found out Holland graduated from Harding! It was pretty great.
3rd period: I read all class period. So It was the best! I am loving this book. How sad is it that I am such a nerd?? But It's alright!
4th period: Athletics. I didn't have to do much so it was good. and what I did do was pretty alright!
5th period: History! I sat there for a LOT of the class period and just talked to people! As you can tell it was a laid back day! And I LOVED it!
I laid out and tanned for like 30 minutes today. Woot woot!!!
Also: I found out some EW things about this freshmen girl today at lunch. It was BAD! hahahaha

Oh meet at RRBC by like 4 on friday for the canoe trip!!!! I'm not going but still! :)

Have fun!
-MJ